When Im glad I sing this tune of unoticable joy:
The Melody is one so bright it loses all its shine in due time
but this feeling I long to grab a hold to so tightly does not skip past,
it holds no hand for security and love
but strays powerfully but weakly alone
It runs threw me like poison: forcing my fists to clinch
A tear could be present instead its a stream flowing of something to the eye unpresent
for so long i have known no tears
It makes me feel strong, how, i do not know when my heart turns cold and frozen
I should feel nothing
I should feel empty
At these times I sit and gather pain rather than life, joy, and freedom
The other me Evolves into a trapped beast within a beast cuz my growl is longing to be heard:
the cage is locked until some hidden strength within breaks it free
they only see what they want never the truth cuz thats what they fear
eyes only witness a simple mnided face whose heart has beaten
then been stung from a newly borne horde
now longs to pound yet only one last time of misery
but My knees I shall not be upon
Cuz threw my viens other than this lies more
the thumping within my chest slows
the muscles within my hands releases much tension
the glare from my eyes return back behind dialated pupils
and once again When im glad I sang this unoticeable tune of joy but how short will this tune play this time?